when 18-04-2008 09:39 what the shy tormented youth sits way over there, and the songs get louder, each one better than before Public where worky work feelings swiss cheesed sounds plinky plinky guitar

you are blueviolet #8A2BE2

Your dominant hues are blue and magenta. You're the one who goes to all the parties but doesn't quite fit in at every one... you know what you want, but are afraid of what the world might think of it. You're a little different and that's okay with them, and if you're smart it's okay with you too. Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

The colour thingy is pretty much spot on.

( Absolutely knackered )

( Everything else )

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when 21-10-2006 05:15 what it's so good like this, theres are times we'll miss, the memories, i hope they'll never fade Public where living room feelings excited

It's entirely too early to be up and about on a Saturday morning unless, like me, you're going on Holiday.

I'l catch you all on the flip side - be prepared for stupid amounts of photos on my return.

love ya!

N

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when 26-08-2006 11:26 what greatest of teachers won't hesitate to leave you there by yourself chained to fate, i alone love you Public feelings bouncy

Another link from metaquotes for ya... I 'bout ruptured som'at reading this. Mainly it's what I'd do should i find myself 'blessed' with a cock for 72 hours.

I didn't know what mushroom stamping was until i read this - am innocent

Furthemore in the post there's a link to Rolodex of love which I feel the BwB could utilise to become yet more disgusting.

BTW - these are all excessively not safe for work. And it's not often I say that...

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when 19-08-2006 09:59 what if i could be your first real heartbreak, i'd do it over again Public where home - getting dressed feelings meh

P from harrytheheir

Paradise City - Guns 'n' Roses
Part of the Process - Morcheeba
Push the Button - Sugarbabes
Piss it All Away - Puddle of Mudd
Piece of my Heart - Aretha Franklin
Pour Some Sugar on Me - Def Leppard
Pride - U2
Private Universe - Crowded House
Past the Mission - Tori Amos
Punk Rock Princess - Something Corporate

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when 06-08-2006 12:03 what (no subject) Public

I fucked fee and her sister last night. And BOY were they good.


eta: I didn't realise a human body could bend that way.

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when 22-06-2006 10:46 what i knew you were mine for the taking, your eyes light up when i walk in the room Public feelings fucked

FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

The meeting that everyone (and you know who you are, you fuckers) assured me last night would go to plan is falling apart at the seams...

1) The signage hasn't turned up - was meant to be here by guaranteed delivery at 0930 hours. (this is after the signage company screwed up the order in the first place and sent the wrong stuff)

2) Boss isn't going to the dinner which means I can't hand over to him and therefore will have to drag my arse to the venue tomorrow morning at 0700 hours (cause I don't have quite enough to do)

3) One of the participants is possibly going to miss his connecting flight and will not arrive until tomorrow morning, missing the introductory meeting this evening.

So with this in mind my flist need to give me hugs, affection, chocolate, and beer. Not necessarily in that order. Also, expect, when i see you, to be bored with the traumas that i will no doubt go thro' in the next two days.

N

ps and to top off my day the fixture list for next season came out today. our first match is a glamour tie with colchester at home. can hardly wait :/

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when 22-06-2006 08:44 what n00bs popping up like daisies Public where only here for two more days feelings brickin' it

welcome tenminutetimer to our happy band of spammers.

you're still on the clock, dude.

N

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when 21-06-2006 16:59 what i know the name but not the face, and if you're looking for action baby, this ain't the place Public where are you new? feelings knackered

i'm beyond knackered today. had conference call last night at 2130 and have another one at 2200 tonight. it's just a big pain in the bottom, frankly i can't wait until i break up for my holiday. the only upside to being this tired is that i'm not bricking it about the meeting i'm running tomorrow. there's time enough for that tomorrow morning when i've actually had some sleep.

holidays very very close now. so looking forward to seeing each and everyone of you, am fairly worried that will need new liver and kidneys at the finish. so if someone can assure me of decent weather in London and Scotland we're all good. if not, reckon will be too drunk...

thought i was going to germany for some of the world cup, turns out not so much, aunt is not well and we don't really want to leave her so i'll be at a wedding on saturday in my spangly new summer dress. this means accessories need to bought because it's a strapless number and i'll need something for my neck - i'm thinking a scarf and then a large bangle type thingie on my wrist.

think i'm too tired to carry on.

may have to go home soon.

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when 07-06-2006 11:38 what don't you know i only aim to please, if you want me to lay my hands on you, lay your hands on me Public where work feelings cheerful

re: emo post - thanks a lot guys. Mo, your advice really helped. thanks a lot for all your support. hopefully i'll stop banging on about it - i'm beginning to bore even myself!

Now it's time to get excited about BON JOVI. it's going to be great. they always put on a good show am gonna be knackered tonight, but goddamn it's worth it. the best news is that i bought a t-shirt at he hyde park gig a couple of years ago which fit OK, but was not the best - but now it looks shit hot. if jon doesn't want me after this, then he's obviously not human.

The songs I hope are played tonight:

In these arms
Lay your hands
Bed of Roses
I'll be there
Keep the Faith
One wild night
Living on a prayer
You give love a bad name
Captain crash and a beauty queen from Mars
Someday i'll be saturday night
Always
My guitar lies bleeding
I'll sleep when i'm dead
Hearts breaking even
Never say goodbye
I'd die for you
Wild in the streets
The price of love

Now i'm aware that this is approximating a 3 hour show, but Jon Bon Jovi would do that for me, wouldn't he?

N

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when 04-06-2006 20:50 what and i don't know what i'm diving into, just hanging by a moment here with you Public where bed - should be sleeping feelings tired

am back from seeing my bird uberneedle in bath. glorious weekend, absolutely glorious. we sat on the balcony and drank beer, and then we went and did some shopping (i, unsurprisingly, bought make-up - beautiful teal eyeliner) sat outside in the sun and started our long love affair with rosé. went back, annoyed folks in chat, got dressed, went out and continued drinking then we ate - which i feel was a school boy error cause after we'd stuffed ourselves we didn't feel like going on the pull. we fail@casualsex.stds

it was a really lovely weekend. even tho' i do have sunburn on my shoulders and my freckles on my arms have come out with vengeance.

the journey home however sucked arse. was stuck in a couple miles of tail back because people were all too busy rubbernecking to actually drive. got home about 45 minutes later than i should have. consequently am v. tired and i just wast to sleep now...

have now started to ponder what to do with my two weeks off that are coming up. thinking of doing a mini-tour around the country. my friends from london want me down there for a couple of days and then i was thinking of scotland and then back down for 2pumps's birthday. that leaves me a couple of days to sort out a new job. anyone got any other ideas?

N

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when 31-05-2006 17:50 what another gobshite has rocked up Public

we're being invaded!

Some dozy sod called sivestrit has joined - reckon we should let him into a secret club with handshakes and such?

N

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when 22-05-2006 09:25 what crisis alert Public sounds something inside so strong, i know that i can make it

I do believe that I'm this close to getting the sack.

May have to put my notice in this week...
N

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when 01-05-2006 22:35 what Justi Public where bed feelings giddy sounds we are not going to die because we are so very pretty

I've just been on the phone to justakidd415 and if you are not already constructing a shrine to this wonderful lady, why the hell not?? She's funny, gorgeous, has a sexy voice and a laugh that makes me think dirty thoughts!

N

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when 21-04-2006 12:16 what meme Public where work, just for a change feelings accomplished sounds the fucking air conditioning

Meme ganked from Eefa. I officially have no life!

( 101. Need to get out more )

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when 07-03-2006 11:13 what There are some things I don't talk about... Public feelings jubilant sounds a song in my heart :p

... because they've been a part of my life for so long that I forget that not everyone knows this thing about me.

I have a best friend; more a sister really. We've been friends for over 16 years and for the last 6 of those she's lived in Kenya; I'm sure you can imagine what that's done to the way we keep in contact.

I can't even begin to tell you what she's meant to me and how she's helped me through bad in my life and celebrated the good with me. She was there when my dad told me that he was having an affair two weeks before GCSEs. She was there when my grandad got cancer before Christmas and I was petrified. She was there when I got into Birmingham University and I was there when she went to London - both swearing that we would still be the best we could be to one another. She moved away; she moved to Kenya and had all the best things which she deserved so fully. But, lord, how I've missed her. I've missed not having her on the other end of the phone at the end of almost every day. I've missed the cinema outings and just chilling on a Saturday night with nought but a tub of ice cream, a bad 80s movie and us. To be truly honest I've missed her more than I've missed my dad. But the best part about all of this? She's home. She's home for good. I'm going to see her tonight and there may be a tub of ice cream and a bad 80s movie but if there isn't, there will, most definitely, be us.

N

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when 10-02-2006 19:01 what attention whore Public

I am the utmost in attention whoring, so why not go here and describe me in five words.

N

ps it's working now

pps the thing that kills me about the link, is that I did exactly what it told me to!!

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when 31-12-2005 17:53 what New Year Public

I'm hoping that everyone with get a lengther email from me over the next few days, but I just wanted to say:

Happy New Year and I'll see you soon.

Much love
N

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when 21-12-2005 19:41 what you wanted it, you got it! Public feelings on edge sounds but I've been down here before

1)I've been working so hard this last week it's unreal. I finished work tonight at 1920, but that's OK because I didn't get to work until 1145 (More about that further down), but I actually feel like I'm getting somewhere and I'll be so glad when I get time off on Friday.

2)Christmas is coming and I'm getting more and more excited. I've bought all my pressies and I've just got to wrap a couple now and then a bit of food shopping (which in my opinion is the best).

3)( Why I was late for work. In which womanly things are discussed )

4)My football team is shit.

5)I have a cold and I'm stupidly tired.

6)I hope to make it to Edinburgh for 28/01/06

7)I love you all

That is all
N

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when 17-12-2005 20:55 what (no subject) Public feelings melancholy sounds background tv stuff the west wing

I was going to update with some stuff from my life, but I've just learned that the fabulous and talented John Spencer died on 16th December. It's brought a tear to my eye and lump to my throat. In his memory I'm going to post one of the best speeches he ever made in The West Wing. It could have been saccharine and overbearing, but this great actor brought pathos and feeling. If you've never seen The West Wing, buy the first series and marvel at how he steals the show.

"This guy's walking down the street when he falls in a hole. The walls are so steep he can't get out. A doctor passes by and the guy shouts up, 'Hey you. Can you help me out?' The doctor writes a prescription, throws it down in the hole and moves on. Then a priest comes along and the guy shouts up, 'Father, I'm down in this hole can you help me out?' The priest writes out a prayer, throws it down in the hole and moves on. Then a friend walks by, 'Hey, Joe, it's me can you help me out?' And the friend jumps in the hole. Our guy says, 'Are you stupid? Now we're both down here.' The friend says, 'Yeah, but I've been down here before and I know the way out."

RIP John Spencer, you were a hell of an actor
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when 16-12-2005 11:26 what hey Public

Want a christmas card from yours truly. Email me your address, or post it here (comments will be screened)
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